Aaron<3

WEll i dont know if Brina is a stalker and will read this but...And sandy if you send this link to anyone i will smakc out!
So i currently have a new crush that is NOT JOHN and it feels great..
And yes this guy i am supposed to call my "boyfriend' Left on a cruise without saying bye i know hes a jerk eh....ergh right now i am on the phone with jasmin i got a hold of her like 5 mins after....I wish aaron would see this post but i dont want him too cuz it will screw everything....But hes means so much to me and i cant wait when i tell him that i have such a crush on him WOOT!
I dunno about john hes sortof out of the picture at the moment and i never felt so free :D
But anyways...Apperantly aaron has to tell me 2 things.
1.)Why he was sad
2.)Something else that hes afraid to tell me hopefully that he likes me
Naheed thinks that number 2 is him telling me he is gay -_-
I could name a billion things why i liek him...
Like first of all
He cutt me so deep that
He wiped my blood on his barmizvah shirt
And no one would do that
And found the thickest band aid he had
And put in on for me
He bought me a freezy
And we shared it
He is concerned about my health
So he brings an extra lunch or extra snack for me
Cuz he doesnt want me to starve
He stares at me like i am the only one...
I dont wanna bore you lol...
SO much more reasonable reasons than what I said aobut john...
But anyways.....
I feel that john is in the way of my happiness
And the world knows we have to end this now or never ... :(
*Tear*